Are you the apple in my eye?

It is without a doubt that some stories can stir up feelings, new or old, and make you reflect your actions and plans. It does not help that some of these feelings hold you back. Just when you thought you are ready to move on, it hits you and you find yourself in a limbo, if limbo is the word to use.

I started a little black book recently. I write in this black book whenever I need to gather thoughts. It seems to be working. My mind is clearer. I'm no longer as confused as before. I do, however, face another question. I wouldn't call it a problem. It is one where I will need to take action to find out the answer. It is not difficult question with an earth-shattering answer but one with a potentially very embarrassing process to find the truth. I guess the process might be easier if the other person wasn't someone who appears in your life almost everyday.

I guess some things are just easier. I mean I can learn new songs, organise outings, attend lessons but it all boils down to nothing if I do nothing. Yet, doing something could lead to the end of something else. Is it worth all that risk?

"或许, 在另一个平行时空里, 我们是在一起的." - 那些年，我們一起追的女孩