How did you start your 2012?

Chicken shit on the 1st few hours. How am I to last another year? This chapter must close....

Happy 369th birthday Sir Isaac Newton!!

It's Christmas. I'm an Atheist.

I don't believe in big guy up in the sky, man who rode a flying horse or an woman pregnant for three years, big bearded man on top of a mountain, or simply put it, religions.

I saw some kids posting on Facebook saying 2011 years ago, JC was born. I decided to do some reading of my own. Surprise!! Not everyone of his faith were on the same page. I don't believe it anyway but that is for a different reason.

Assuming JC really existed, December 25 would not be the day! Based on the constellations, it is most likely to be in September. I'll leave you to scour on your own, for the 'facts' of the birth of a man who would be the Son of God.

Since I don't believe in a god, here's my input on the 'immaculate' birth. Here goes:

1. Joseph and Mary had a wild night.
2. Mary and some man had a wild night .
3. Some man forced himself on Mary.
4. Mary did get pregnant on her own. Meaning JC has to be a woman. Y chromosomes has to come from a man.
5. Mary sat on a pool of sperm (freaky).

Believe what you want.

For the record, I'm an Atheist. So happy birthday Sir Isaac Newton!! Yes! Sir Isaac Newton was born on 25th December. This, I know, is true!

"With or without religion, you would have good people doing good things and evil people doing evil things. But for good people to do evil things, that take religion." - Steven Weinberg

Are you the apple in my eye?

It is without a doubt that some stories can stir up feelings, new or old, and make you reflect your actions and plans. It does not help that some of these feelings hold you back. Just when you thought you are ready to move on, it hits you and you find yourself in a limbo, if limbo is the word to use.

I started a little black book recently. I write in this black book whenever I need to gather thoughts. It seems to be working. My mind is clearer. I'm no longer as confused as before. I do, however, face another question. I wouldn't call it a problem. It is one where I will need to take action to find out the answer. It is not difficult question with an earth-shattering answer but one with a potentially very embarrassing process to find the truth. I guess the process might be easier if the other person wasn't someone who appears in your life almost everyday.

I guess some things are just easier. I mean I can learn new songs, organise outings, attend lessons but it all boils down to nothing if I do nothing. Yet, doing something could lead to the end of something else. Is it worth all that risk?

"或许, 在另一个平行时空里, 我们是在一起的." - 那些年，我們一起追的女孩

My stereo heart? Maybe

My heart's a stereoIt beats for you, so listen closeHear my thoughts in every no-o-ote
Make me your radioAnd turn me up when you feel lowThis melody was meant for youTo sing along to my stereo
Now. Who does it beat for?